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I think it’s time to totally forget about it. It blows. But, hey, that’s life.. right? Life sucks. I know this moment would come, regardless me wanting it to or not. True, I was curious what’ll happen when it does. I suppose, deep down I was hoping it would be a little bit more encouraging, y’know? Oh well, you can’t force or make someone do or feel something they don’t wanna. This is bullshit. I don’t know why I’m letting this bother me in the first place. I mean, I went through my whole life with the “R” word.. so why should this be any different? Why am I turning into an emotional bitch? It’s not like there was anything in the first place, right? I gotta get a grip. I mean, why be such a “girl” over this and risk losing one heck of a good friend? I don’t want to lose a funny friend just because I can’t stop thinking like a teenager. *sigh* Still hurts, though =( Anyways, I have my final exam in the AM. I’m still not done reading the book but getting there. I had an early dinner, am now letting my stuffed tummy settle down so I could continue studying. The funny part of tomorrow is, I have no frickin’ clue what time my paper is. Scary shit, right? I know it’s in the morning, so I’m gonna play it safe and get my ass on campus before 8am. I went to check the schedule this morning but the damn faculty was all locked up. Yeah, I know, it’s Sunday. But the least they could’ve done was paste a copy outside the main door. Gotta go study now. Later.